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Sunday, 15 February 2015

With Perfect Abandonment

Summary: Life for one autodog vet is about to take a drastic change- for better or for worse, even he doesn't know yet. Ratchetxjettwins; multiple pairings included. Kittycon/Autodog verse. Spark-sex,Spike n'Valve,Sticky,Mpreg,Mech/Mech slash,twincest and Angst
Rating: M

Chapter 24


C.M.D: Hello all my dear fans and readers! It's great to be back, and what a better time to post up a brand new chapter than on Valentine's weekend! Though perhaps also bad timing with the upcoming drama.... Ah well! With all my love, please enjoy~

Fingers were trembling as they twisted into the silk sheets, a drumbeat of fear playing a violent tune upon his spark as he waited to see what was coming his way. The door swung open smoothly, no creaking of the hinges or anything, as a white helm popped around the door frame; taking away the pomeranian's intake and terror as well.

“Mr. Tracks.”

“Ratchet....,” the escort vented, falling back against the incredibly soft pillows. Relief chased off the chill that had plagued him for the briefest of moments, while his spark casually returned to its' regular puttering.

“I'm glad to see that you're awake,” the labrador stated, coming forward. The door shut gently behind him. “I apologize for the scare. I didn't mean to startle you.”

Tracks waved a servo weakly, still too weak to do anything more. “No, no... It's fine,” he replied. “I just.... just woke up. I...” Again, he realized he didn't know where he was or how he had gotten there.

“Don't know where you are?,” Ratchet finished for him, as if reading the other autodog's thoughts. Tracks nodded uncertainly, beginning to feel anxious as the vet finally reached the berth; setting his medical bag down on the edge of the mattress, before opening it. “It's alright, pup,” the older mech added, drawing an otoscope from the bag, “You're in a good place; no harm will come to you. But considering last night's events, temporary amnesia is common. Everything should come back to you shortly now that you're awake.”

“What do you m-” Tracks didn't get to finish his question before Ratchet was prodding and poking at him, checking him over from helm to pede. He made a couple more attempts to voice his concerns but quickly silenced himself when the labrador pulled another, more familiar device from his bag.

“Lift your shirt, please,” the vet politely asked.

Squirming minutely in discomfort, the escort did as requested: lifting his shirt over his rotund abdomen and staring off to the side as the other autodog squeezed some medical lubricant onto the plating. “They're doing well,” Ratchet spoke again, after a few kliks. He wiped up the leftover jelly and put his portable sonar back into his medical bag. “Two very strong spark rates. Rest some more and tomorrow I'll-”

“W-wait,” the pomeranian interrupted with a squeak, clutching at the sheets in alarm. “T... D-did you s-say t-two sparks? A-as in.... A-as in m-more th-than one?”

There was too much going on, too fast. Tracks felt like he was struggling at sea, trying to keep his helm above water but the waves kept throwing him back under, crushing him. Raising his servos to his helm, the pomeranian tried to roughly rub the sudden, throbbing pain out of his helm; jumping when gentle fingers pulled them away from his face.

“Just breathe now,” Ratchet soothed, his optics sympathetic as he gazed into the younger autodog's orbs. “Just a slow breath. Easy.... There. Just like that. Take another one for me.... Good, good...”

Tracks swallowed and cycled intake after intake, choking between every vent. He thought to cry or scream or something, but terror had him grasped tightly with this new revelation, and nothing could get out. “D-do.... I-i....,” he stuttered, taking another moment to force through an intake, before continuing in a desperate keen, “C-can't I-i t-termin-nate?”

Ratchet opened his mouth, but with heavy shoulders, shook his helm. Frightfully hopeful optics fell before his gaze, dimming in their collapse.

“I know you've been having a hard time and that you're under a great amount of duress because of your contract....,” the labrador shared, taking a shaking servo and giving it a comforting squeeze, “But listen when I say it'll be okay. It's too late to terminate, not safely anyways, but... but you don't have much longer 'til the sparklings are full term. And I'm always here to help, remember that pup.”

Soon, huh? Tracks thought to laugh bitterly but he was just so tired and frightened and confused.... Strangely enough, the revelation that he was halfway through this nightmare, was both a comfort and oddly not. Ratchet kindly lowered the pomeranian's shirt down and pulled the comforter back over him, as the stunned mech sank deeper into his seat of pillows.

“Pup...,” the vet sighed, touching the younger autodog's brow. Coolant-laced optics turned up to him. “It... It's going to be alright. I'm here for you, straight to the end,” Ratchet assured, trying to smile in encouragement, “I'll be coming back tomorrow with an ambulance to have you transferred to the hospital for the last few months. Try to rest as much as you can today, okay?”

It was hard, but Tracks mumbled a weak “Okay” and watched as his only ally left the gilded room.

xxXxXxx

He couldn't believe it. Rodimus paced back and forth in his motel room, shaking servo to his mouth as he fought to keep from being sick. An inconspicuous folder sat on the messy berth, contents spilled across the sheets; partially crumpled and nearly torn around the edges. What they said.... It couldn't be true. How could any of that be real?!

Fighting back nausea, the golden retriever returned to the berth, scooping the pages up again and staring at them intently. This was the umpteenth time that he'd scanned the printed words now and he'd somewhat hoped that it was all an optical illusion or something, yet the page stayed the same. Choking on a sob, this time Rodimus threw the papers away from; dropping his helm between his knees and hacking dryly.

The urge to purge was more persistent this time, his frame wracked with chills, and yet nothing came. It had to be some sort of lie, the autodog tried to convince himself, some sort of cruel trick by Blackout to upset him further. But Rodimus couldn't believe that. There wasn't any proper watermark or signature on the paper, but the golden retriever knew the type of parchment -there was no way that sleazy, backstreet kittycon trash could even afford a single sheet, let alone get it printed with a header in gold. It had to be legit, there was no easily faking it, but....

Primus, how could it be true? Rodimus swallowed back more sobs as the anguish started churning his fuel tanks faster and faster, yanking at his ears in despair. All these stellar cycles of being the good sparkling, of doing anything that Ultra Magnus wanted, of always following through and trying to prove his worth before the great dane.... For nothing! To find out that his affections were pathetic, worthless, that he never had a chance and to even think that he did was....

It wasn't fair!

Anger sparked suddenly, flaring into an inferno, as if all the pain he felt was a jug of oil. Lifting his helm, Rodimus stared at the cursed papers scattered across his floor, feeling rage swell up larger in his chestplates, dissolving the knot that had inhabited his throat. Here he was, hating himself because he believed he had done something so irrevocably wrong; that he'd betrayed Ultra Magnus' trust and made a mockery of himself when Blackout outed him. That was unfair.

The autodog got to his pedes, growling lowly as he scooped all the sheets up, tucking them back into their folder. Because of one mistake, he'd had to leave his home. Because of one, little mistake, he couldn't face the great dane at work anymore. Because of one, miniscule, forgiveable mistake, Rodimus no longer could ever hope to confess his feelings for the mech who had raised him like a sire... and yet, it was Ultra Magnus with the real shame. The older lawyer was the one who was keeping the biggest secrets and yet had the audacity to talk down on him?

Rodimus wouldn't stand for this. Couldn't.

It hurt too much to be ignored.

xxXxXxx

Pedes pattered harshly against the sidewalk as he ran, weaving and staggering as his strength continuously swelled and ebbed. Thunder boomed overhead, as lightning flashed alongside her eternal partner; a symphony in the black sky as the clouds shed their tears. The storm had come on so unexpectedly and his thin nightgown had instantly lost against the downpour, yet the pomeranian kept running despite the clinging clothe and sensor-nipping chill.

He was free. There was nothing else that mattered in this moment than the fact that he had finally escaped Flare-up and her ever watchful gaze. The rain and thunder and wind were testimony to his liberation; they were allies when everyone else had abandoned him.

Intakes misted in the cold air as Tracks almost slipped, catching his balance against the side of a building. His ankle joint throbbed from where he'd nearly had his nasty fall due to the slickened sidewalks, yet the pomeranian pushed himself back up and kept running; limping and waddling mostly at this point.

There was no direction in mind; he had no where to go. His entire life had been the apartment he had fled from and the condo Flare-up owned. He had no friends, knew of no one that he could turn to on his run for freedom. Still, he ran. Tracks had to get away, that's all he could think of, and somewhere along these empty streets and rainy displays of traffic lights, he would find a safe haven. Water ran into his optics as he stumbled around another corner (was it rain or his own tears?), jogging down another strip of dark and empty street.

Primus.... he was tired. He was exhausted and sick and just not able to....

Pede slipped again on the corner of the sidewalk and the pomeranian fell towards the street, into the path of a lone truck. For an astrosecond, everything slowed, Tracks watching in his descent as headlights flared brightly, swallowing up his entire view as the truck drew closer like a pouncing beast.

“TRACKS!!”

A horn blared angrily through the night as vertigo suddenly rearranged itself; the escort crashing against something warm and equally as soggy. He tried to move but his near-death experience had taken its toll on the last of his strength. He couldn't even lift a finger at this point. Primus, he thought, shuttering his optics.... Primus, why didn't you take me?

Gravity shifted and Tracks saw through one bleary optic that he was rising up off of the sidewalk. He was turned about gently, spooned and cradled, held close in a crushing embrace as rain continued to pour down upon him. It was so cold..... The revelation was short to come, but the rain felt like liquid ice as it cascaded down his plating. How had it ever felt warm before?

“Tracks..... Primus, Tracks....” That same vocalizer, from the angel that had yanked him from certain death.

The autodog tried to lift his helm, to see his savior, but his vision was beginning to pixelate; draw out of focus and blacken altogether. He only caught a glimpse of red -so soft and bright and full of concern- staring down upon him against a grey-washed world, before exhaustion stole away consciousness, and Tracks surrendered to the warmth and security of his unknown angel.

xxXxXxx

It wasn't very often that Wheeljack did laundry for Perceptor (at least not since the twins' were teeny tiny) but he was glad to help out when he could. Perceptor himself had been putting in extra cycles at the lab, citing that he'd missed way too many shifts the last decacyle. Unfortunately, that had put a few of his regular chores aside for a couple orns, and to take care of them (as well as surprise the scientist in Wheeljack's continuous attempt to woo him) the bulldog had taken it upon himself to spend his orn off tidying up the apartment. He'd already scrubbed the walls and floors, taken out the trash, cleaned the bathroom and now the only thing left was the laundry.

Setting down the baskets, Wheeljack first checked to see if the rusting machines were working and clean (Primus, help him if he ever found the person who took a dump in one of the dryers) and double-checked that no one had tampered with the credit slot. Again. Thankfully, everything was in working order, so Wheeljack poured the detergent into the machines respective slots and set to getting the clothes in next. Trying not to blush, Wheeljack meticulously put Perceptor's things in, piece by piece, ensuring that anything wasn't rolled or caught in something else, and turned inside-out like it needed to be.

Not surprisingly, the border collie's things were already as they should be so the engineer shut the door and started the washer. Next was the twins' things, all perfectly prepared as well, and finally towels and sheets. Wheeljack threw Perceptor's in first, but as he reached for Jetfire and Jetstorm's sheets, his olfactory sensor wrinkled, catching whiff of a sour smell.

“What the....”

Slowly the bulldog lifted the flowery bedsheets, carefully prying them apart as he twisted this way and that in study. The sheets were stuck together in odd blotches, dried that way from whatever adhesive coated them; sprinkling little flakes everywhere as parts give way and others didn't. Just what in the slag was on the sheets, Wheeljack wondered, madly confused by the material's state. He hesitated a closer whiff, as a huge section mercifully came apart without tear, and froze; optics flared in alarm as he snapped his neck back.

The sour scent was more distinguishable now, closer to its center, and it left the engineer reeling. Jetstorm, Jetfire.... in heat?! When had that happened?! How-?

“Oh sweet Primus...,” Wheeljack vented, staring at the wall as the revelation hit him. “They weren't sick, they had been... were...”

His words trailed off silently, even though his mouth kept gaping ridiculously behind his blast mask. And then only one other sound escaped the bulldog as something else struck him.

“Ratchet....”

xxXxXxx

Kicking in his fuel tanks had roused him from recharge. Slowly, Tracks onlined his optics, laying in the berth for the longest time; one servo on his abdomen, right above the quirky fluttering. For a moment, he forgot where he was, but then the events of this morning came back and the autodog felt even more nauseous. There were two of them inside.... Not just one. Two.

Cycling a heavy intake, Tracks shifted slightly, rubbing at his protruding middle; still too weak in the joints to move further or get up. What was he going to do? He couldn't terminate at this point, Ratchet had told him, but... Primus, could anyone give him some answers? Some sense of direction? Feeling heat rise to his optics, the pomeranian rubbed his face into the pillows, forcing himself to cycle even intakes. There was no point letting himself get overwhelmed again, and anger would help no more either. He still didn't even know where he was, Tracks realized. Glancing around the room as he had done earlier that orn, the escort noticed just then that there was a tray on the little coffee table in the sitting area; laden with what looked like breakfast, and accompanied by a gorgeous, porcelain tea set. He didn't know when that had been brought in or for how long it sat there, but it surely must of gone cold by now. Should he eat it still? Was there any reason to?As he pondered if he was truly hungry or not, the door opened, and a strange femme wandered in, dressed in black and carrying a covered tray.

The maid paused, noticing that the pomeranian was awake, then glanced at the coffee table, where his breakfast laid untouched. “I have brought lunch,” she announced, heading over to the sitting area. She swapped the trays and even picked up the tea set. “I'll have another pot brought in shortly. Dinner will be served at five o'clock.”

Tracks didn't say a word and the femme didn't seem to care. She left, not looking back once, and the autodog didn't blame her. Who would want to stare at a pathetic, ugly, pregnant has-been escort anyway? Noticing that he was still rubbing his belly, the autodog finally stopped, pushing himself up slowly. It took some effort, with how weak and rubbery his limbs felt, but Tracks eventually made his way over to one of the large windows. Beautiful gardens and long sloping hills tapered down to a valley that the mech realized was Iacon city itself.

Hill estate, attending servants and gorgeous rooms.... Where ever Tracks was, he was most definitely at the mercy of someone rich. But who could of possibly....?

The door opened again, and turning his helm, the pomeranian wasn't surprised to see the maid returned, with a new tea set as she had said. She didn't comment on his strange post beside the window nor did he say anything to her as she went about setting the tea pot and accompaniments beside his lunch. When she was almost at the door, he said softly, “...Who is the master of this household?”

The femme paused and turned to him, curtseying slightly as was likely part of her duty. “The Estate and everything within in belongs to Mr. Soundwave,” she answered. “He asks that your every need be met, so please, do not hesitate to call for anything.”

The maid waited about a klik, but Tracks could say nothing. A part of him was stunned, yet another part not, and seeing that no response was coming, the femme finally left. He was in Soundwave's home....

xxXxXxx

Ultra Magnus startled as the front door slammed; turning, he watched as Rodimus practically storm into the kitchen, lip components twisted in a snarl. “Y-you... you... fragger!!,” the golden retriever bellowed, throwing a maroon folder at the larger mech. “How dare you-”

“Rodimus!,” the great dane interrupted, scowling, “Watch your tone -you're indoors. Have you come to apologize for your behaviour the last week?”

The golden retriever gaped, pausing, before laughing bitterly as he backed away a couple pede steps. “A-apologize...? Really? Y-you want me to apologize for y-you running me out of the only place I've known as home,” Rodimus struggled to say, coolant glazing over his optics, still smiling in disbelief, “F-for you treating me like s-some... some.... stray after what happened with that kittycon?!”

“You were fornicating in the entry way, Rodimus,” Ultra Magnus replied crisply, untying his tie and yanking it off quickly. “I saw what was taking place: the fervent and senseless lust that you were giving into, the inappropriate display of debauchery I had to witness. I had raised you better than this!”

“O-oh, oh,” the red mech bit back, “You're going to bring that up? Now? I'm sorry, you must of forgotten that jug of high-grade on the counter beside the fridge there. Is that a seven litre jug or a five litre?”

The older lawyer stiffened, turning his helm and catching the fore-mentioned jug. How could he have forgotten that it was there? “What I choose to drink and when is my own business,” he said, facing the younger mech once again. “We are on the topic of your frivalous interfacing habits.”

Rodimus snorted, stepping forward. “Well, before we start attacking me again for having a one-time mistake with a loser, let's take a gander at your own sins!!” An accusatory finger pointed to the folder that Ultra Magnus still held tightly in one servo. “Go ahead! Open it up -you'll be fragging surprised at what's inside! I know I was!”

“What are you-” Ultra Magnus cut himself off before he could even finish, flipping the folder open carelessly and watching in abject horror as a photograph came tumbling out. Silence fell onto the kitchen then. Cycling intakes slowly, the great dane refrained from picking up the picture, instead raising his optics towards the waiting autodog.

Rodimus was stiff, tears pooled thicker along his optics as he stared back at the bigger lawyer angrily. “....I knew it,” the golden retriever barked shortly. “Y-you.... you torture me over one interface, while you-”

“I had nothing to do with this youngling, this-”

“DON'T LIE TO ME!!,” the younger mech shouted. “Y-you criticize me for t-that, that... mech, and you've been seeing a youngling in secret, popping boners over his skinny a-aft, OH! OH! Not to mention he's also a KITTYCON. So not only are you into kiddies, you're a fragging racist aft unless things are about you!”

Ultra Magnus took a step forward, looming over the golden retriever tensely. “Silence!,” he growled. “I don't know where you got this information from, but I am not debating this with you. You are my son; that is my private life and you are never allowed to step over that line!”

At the intimidation tactic, Rodimus reacted, shoving the great dane back with more strength than he seemed to have in his slimmer frame. Caught off-guard, the older lawyer tripped, slamming into the table and hearing a worrisome groan at the impact.

“Stop. Calling. Me. That!!,” the golden retriever hissed, optics lit with furious light as the tears finally broke free and cascaded down his cheekplates. “I'm so sick of.... Frag you!! You take away all of my identity and force me into your little 'pretend house' but guess what: YOU'RE NOT MY REAL SIRE!”

“Rodimus, you-” Ultra Magnus started to growl, but Rodimus had already twirled on his heel and fled; the slamming door heralding his exit.

xxXxXxx

It was dark before Soundwave finally left his office to go eat. The servants were just wrapping up the routine cleaning of the dining room when the persian entered, and surprised, he went to apologize, but the servants didn't allow him the chance. They gathered their items and kindly told the kittycon that they would inform the kitchen staff that he had come down and dinner would be brought out shortly. Seeing as he didn't have much choice in the matter, Soundwave thanked them for their hard work and took his usual seat at the table.

He stared down the length of it as he waited, eleven empty seats staring back at him. The blue mech wondered why he had ever agreed to buying this ridiculous table. He never had any guests over to fill it, no family or friends either, leaving all the extra chairs to simply taunt him in silent mockery. Though, that was to change soon....

Two. He had two sparklings soon to be protoformed. One had been more than plenty when he had heard Tracks was carrying, sending him off to fantasies of two less chairs to pick at him cruelly during dinner time. At least now, there would still be two chairs to fill in the near future, as he finally gave in to the fact that the autodog would probably never feel anything for the persian but animosity. Ears flattened and even his frame slouched a tad in his seat. He shouldn't have forced Tracks to keep the sparks, Soundwave realized with regret. In doing so, the kittycon had effectively turned the pomeranian against him and lost any chance at pursuing a real relationship with the beautiful mech. He'd never hated himself more than Soundwave did just then.

He'd already discussed things with Ratchet, and tomorrow Tracks would be taken to the hospital for the duration of his pregnancy. Flare-up was still angry that her employee had managed to escape his house-arrest, but she had conceded to the vet's point that his current situation was not faring well on his mental health and could end in more harm done to the sparklings than not. There was no resistance from the femme as she signed over Tracks' release to Ratchet and no comment either on Soundwave keeping the autodog at his mansion temporarily.

As if the persian would allow her to take Tracks back after the other night....

The kittycon was spared from his despairing thoughts as a few of his servants strode in, carrying trays of food, dishware, dessert and wine; setting the table up and leaving the mech to his meal. Quietly, Soundwave began to eat, distracting himself from thoughts of Tracks or the sparklings that would come soon; all the while unaware of the pomeranian quietly peeking into the dining room from one of the other doorways.

C.M.D: What is this? Ultra Magnus isn't Rodimus' sire? Tracks is at Soundwave's? Wheeljack knows the jettwins were in heat?! I wonder what will happen next.... Stay tuned to find out!
P.S: The youngling Ultra Magnus has feelings for is brought to you by DA user Drago-night who, though the character belongs to another user, made me like their shipping of Ran/Rapidshock (the youngling) with Ultra Magnus. So much for my ever loyal UMxHot Rod ship...

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