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Thursday, 1 January 2015

With Perfect Abandonment

Summary: Life for one autodog vet is about to take a drastic change- for better or for worse, even he doesn't know yet. Ratchetxjettwins; multiple pairings included. Kittycon/Autodog verse. Spark-sex,Spike n'Valve,Sticky,Mpreg,Mech/Mech slash,twincest and Angst
Rating: M

Chapter 13




Waking was a gentle affair. Warm and comfortable, the yorkie rose quietly, pushing back his egyptian cotton sheets and stretching languidly before sliding out of berth completely. His first destination was to the bathroom, where he set about to filling the bathtub with warm water; pouring a cap of his favourite oils into the bubbling water and heading back out in his berthroom while he waited. A knock at his door surprised Mirage.

Grabbing his robe, he padded through the condo to his front door. He hesitated for a moment, his servo hovering above the knob, before he told himself to stop being silly and open the slagging thing. Making sure the sash of his robe was cinched tightly closed, the autodog pulled the door open; a polite smile on his faceplates to greet his unexpected visitor.

It was quick to fall when he found no one waiting on the other side.

“Hello?,” Mirage called, leaning out the doorway. The hallway was empty. Something clinked against his pede as he started to pull back; surprised, the yorkie glanced down, shuttering his optics at the little potted plant set at the foot of his door. Mirage crouched low to inspect the plant, finding a little note tied to the pot's girth with blue ribbon. Recognizing the messy scrawl, the autodog's spark immediately swelled, a soft smile pulling at his lip components.

It was only by chance that the blue mech was glancing upwards at that moment, catching sight of another type of note -this time, taped directly to the front of Tracks' door. Confused, the yorkie scooped up his gift, cradling it to his chassis carefully as he padded across the hallway; reading the note quickly, before peeling it off of the wood.

“Tracks?” He knocked at the door. “Tracks? Are you in there?” Mirage waited a klik before knocking again, becoming slightly annoyed. His irritation was quick to turn into concern when he heard something crash on the other side of the door.

“Tracks? Tracks, are you in there? Is everything alright?”

The autodog shifted the pot in his arms, reaching for the doorknob in his panic. He didn't even bother to acknowledge that it was surprisingly unlocked, as the yorkie rushed into the apartment; dropping his gift haphazardly on the coffee table in the living room as he hurried for the berthroom. “Tracks?,” he called anxiously, “Tracks? Are you alright? It's me- Mirage!”

For a moment, Mirage was stunned by the nightstand filled with empty wine glasses, its circumference and half of the bedside littered with the accompanying bottles. He was quickly shaken from his reverie though when he heard someone retching in the next room. Cautiously, the yorkie crossed the room, peering into the bathroom. “Oh my.....,” escaped the blue mech.

Tracks, dressed in crinkled clothes from the night before, had his face shoved into the toilet as he retched; ears flattened against the back of his helm as he trembled and a champagne bottle clutched tightly in one servo. The horrifying sight of his friend so disheveled and unwell would be enough to make someone nervous -especially if they knew what Tracks was like on a regular basis.

Mirage walked into the bathroom carefully, wary of the wet tile floors (no doubt, what had attributed to part of the crash he had heard earlier) as he approached the pomeranian. “Tracks, Tracks....,” he said softly, “Tracks, it's alright. I'll help you.” The ex-Noble was dutifully ignored as the other escort continued to purge his tanks, which was fine with the yorkie entirely.

He honestly wasn't sure if his frazzled circuits could handle having any of Tracks' attention on himself at this moment.

Rubbing uncertainly at the taller autodog's backstruts, the blue mech knelt behind Tracks, one servo still rubbing his shoulder plating while the other one struggled to undo the pomeranian's iron-clad grip from around the champagne bottle. “Come on, give me the bottle,” he muttered exasperatedly, just as Tracks' fingers loosened around the bottle's neck. With a relieved sigh, Mirage stood up, setting the bottle onto the far side of the counter before grabbing a wash clothe and soaking it with warm water.

It was silent for a little bit afterwards; once in a while, the yorkie pressed the clothe to the pomeranian's brow, fingers stroking downcast ears unconsciously. Shivering one last time, Tracks pulled his face from the bowl, his intakes rattling as he struggled to even them out. Patting at the other escort's brow one last time, Mirage rinsed out the clothe and soaked it with warm water again, handing it to the more aware mech.

“....I feel like slag....,” Tracks groaned, as he took the clothe offered, wiping at his mouth; spitting one last time into the toilet.

“I wonder why,” the blue autodog clipped dryly. He took the wash clothe back from Tracks, tossing it into the sink, turning his focus back on the pomeranian. “C'mon,” he said, reaching out and grabbing one of the multi-coloured mech's arms, “Let's get you up.”

Tracks was wobbly as Mirage pulled him to his pedes, and yet he still struggled weakly in the other's hold. “I'm fine,” he snapped tiredly, as they shuffled out of the bathroom.

The attitude was unappreciated. “Oh, you're fine?,” the yorkie growled back sarcastically. “Really, you are perfectly fine? You just had your helm stuck down the toilet, puking your gears out!”

Tracks finally managed to tear himself out of his friend's grasp. He stumbled as he tried to stride forward, but did not fall; strutting like an injured chicken towards the living room. “Please Mirage!,” he sniffed, “Give it a break, will you? I just got a little drunk, alright? It happens sometimes. There's nothing wrong with getting a little buzzed on a saturday anyhow.”

Mirage followed crossly. “It's thursday...”

Collapsing on the couch, Tracks dug between the cushions, pulling out a slim bottle of high-grade. Before he could even twist off the cap, the ex-Noble was pouncing, slapping the pomeranian's servo and ripping the bottle from him. The hungover mech made a swipe for his stolen drink, but missed; giving up, he slumped against the couch, helm tipped back on the cushions.

“Well, all the same! Stop nitpicking,” Tracks replied. “I am a grown mech and you are certainly not my creator.”

The yorkie refrained from confessing how lucky he felt not being the other autodog's creator. Stashing the bottle in a potted fern beside the loveseat, Mirage turned back to the pomeranian, arms crossed over his chestplates as he glared at Tracks. “Fine, whatever,” he scowled, “I apologize for being concerned then. And here,” he held out the note he'd almost completely forgotten about now, “A letter from the house mother for you.”

The other escort tilted his helm, peering at the fallen Noble with half-shuttered, dim optics. “....What are you talking about?”

The yorkie didn't bother to stop his optical sensors from rolling. “I'm talking about the note so graciously left on your apartment door, that's what.” He shook the paper in his servo for extra emphasis. “What happened? Did you forget to charge your cell again?”

Tracks frowned, but did not reply to the jab. He sat up with muffled groan, grabbing the letter out of Mirage's servo with more force than necessary, glancing at it quickly before looking back up at his friend. “And just what would bring you out in the hallway anyhow?,” the pomeranian asked. “You're not dressed to go out, unless you're starting a new fashion statement.”

He gestured to the smaller autodog's satin robe and his cashmere pajama pants.

Blushing, Mirage double-checked the knot on his robe, trying his best not to fidget under the other's teasing stare. “For your information,” he answered testily, “I was picking up something that had been left for me. I just happened to notice the note there after.”

Tracks leaned forward more, his free servo cupping under his chin while a devious smirk pulled at his lip components. “'Picking something up'? Picking up what, 'Rajy? A gift?” The pomeranian finally took notice of the plant sitting on his coffee table. Shuttering his optics slowly at the pot, he asked, “...is that it there? That little half a twig in that teeny, tiny, bland pot?”

“It's called a Bonsai Tree,” the yorkie snapped, scooping up the plant quickly and holding it to his chestplates, as if to protect it from the other autodog. “And I happen to think it's gorgeous, not to mention refined and thoughtful.”

He bristled at the dry look Tracks was giving him now.

“Don't you start with me, Mr. Alcoholic!,” Mirage growled, the last of his patience completely depleted. “You'd better straighten yourself up and stop acting like such a booze binger, or the next time you're on the bathroom floor, it'll be in some serial murder's -oh, Primus be slagged! My bath!”

With a muted yip, the blue mech turned and ran from the apartment, reminded of the water he had left running in his own condo. Unconcerned as he continued to float in his post-drinking haze, Tracks merely looked down at the note half-crumpled in his servo; squinting as his bleary optics attempted to read the crisp lettering.

xxXxXxx

“I know your secret.”

Rodimus shifted on the berth, pulling the blankets over his exposed interface equipment before turning his helm to the kittycon. His optics were narrowed, lip components pulled back slightly to bare his dental plating. Two sharp canines reflected sharply in the dim lighting of the room. “What are you talking about?,” the autodog hissed.

Blackout smirked at the other's acidic tone. “I'm not as dumb as everyone thinks I am. After all, it's not that hard to see why you want me.” One clawed servo wandered over to the golden retriever, pawing at the beautiful curve of the other's aft, before a finger was slipping beneath the protective blanket and into the smaller mech's valve. A groan escaped Rodimus' vocalizer, hot lubricant spilling around the kittycon's large digit.

“S-stupid cat....,” the autodog growled, twisting sharply into the prodding claw, forcing it to drag across his inner walls. The sensor nodes crackled with electricity at the harsh touch, making his engines rev with a growing charge. “Ahhh.... so good....”

The panther licked his lip components at the writhing autodog on the berth, feeling his own interface equipment begin to heat up and his naked spike start to ache again. Rodimus offlined his optics, tugging the blanket off and spreading his legs open further. His spike stood erect, transfluid already on the tip as he ground into Blackout's paw, pushing for more of that delicious touch. “Glad you.....mmmm.... like it so much,” the kittycon purred huskily, red optics committing the erotic sight to memory. “But you can't avoid the truth that easily, mutt.”

Rodimus growled at the nickname, servos reaching up and grabbing at the larger mech. With surprising strength, he pulled the panther down onto the berth, flipping their positions so he straddled the kittycon. “What's.... ohh, oh Primus.... y-your po-point?,” the golden retriever asked, grinding his aft along the other's rigid spike.

“So hot.....,” Blackout growled, ripping his finger out from the autodog's dripping valve and using both servos to grasp those condensation-slicked hips. “T-this arrangement of.... ah, o-ours exists o-only because...... hah, mmmmm, ah..... o-of my s-spike,” the kittycon continued, vocalizer hitching as he aligned the trembling Rodimus, pulling the slim mech down onto his waiting spike. The golden retriever howled at the intrusion, his tight valve being stretched almost mercilessly for the other 'bot's large, thick cable. Panting wantonly, the autodog scratched at the other's chassis, trying to gain purchase against the pleasure that wracked his systems.

“Mmmm.... so lovely....,” the panther rumbled, optics narrowing at the tight friction surrounding his cable. Such beautiful heat.... it was almost sinful, really. Blackout dragged his claws up Rodimus' chassis, causing the autodog to buck erratically in his lap, making them both cry out in bliss. “Y-you can re-really take a-aahhhh....... a s-spike,” the kittycon smirked, pistoning his hips and thrusting up into that molten hot valve. The golden retriever screamed at the sudden assault, optics onlining as he arched in the larger mech's servos. Blackout's smirk grew at the cry.

“I-if it weren't f-for my spike, we w-wouldn't be doing this. I know t-that. B-but I'm fine be-being the re-replacement. A-after all,” the kittycon pushed upwards again, drawing a keen from the other mech's lips. “I s-still was t-the first t-to break yo-your seal. I-i was..... ahh, hah..... the only one t-that can satisfy y-you now. S-so, mmmmm, t-tell me.... who is it t-that you c-can't have?”

“S-shut up!,” Rodimus moaned, rocking back into the panther's thrusts. He grinned when it caused the kittycon to groan wantonly. Blackout retaliated by running his claws up the autodog's back struts, angling his thrusts to leave the smaller mech mewling and whimpering.

“T-they say I'm stupid.... b-but I know,” Blackout smirked, glossa sneaking out and licking at the neck cables that came within reach. Rodimus shivered against his chassis, but did not move, moaning and grinding for more attention. “G-go ahead, mutt. Ahhhh..... s-scream fo-for your da-daddy; p-pretend that h-he's the one i-interfacing with you t-then. I won't mind.”

Pale, blue optics glared at him before they shuttered completely as the autodog reached his sixth overload that night.

xxXxXxx

“B-big Brother Rodimus, you.... okay you?”

The golden retriever shook his helm slightly, coming out of his thoughts, his gaze falling to the two younglings sitting on either side of him. They were currently in the lounge room, the lesson for today supposed to be table manners and the different uses for the various silverware one might find at a social event. Unfortunately, Rodimus couldn't keep his processor on the present.

“I am..... My apologies, boys,” he sighed, “I have other things on my mind.”

“Things bad?,” Jetfire asked quietly. His brother's ears drooped a little anxiously.

Rodimus shuttered his optics momentarily at the question, before shaking his helm again, smiling in what he hoped was a comforting manner to the twins. “No, just.... just thinking about some adult things. I'm sorry. They're not that big of a deal, and yet I'm worrying you over them needlessly.”

“O-okie for dokie....,” the hybrids answered, turning uncertain gazes to the table.

It must have been apparent that he was lying. The autodog would have sighed, but that would only draw Jetfire and Jetstorm's attention further, and Rodimus just couldn't explain himself to them. How could he expect two inexperienced younglings to understand casual interfacing or longing for someone that was out of their reach in almost every way possible? The golden retriever wished that Optimus would come back from sick leave, and that Sentinel would quit being AWOL at this moment.

He just didn't have the energy to look after both of the twins for several cycles straight.....

For a klik, Rodimus sat there silently, one servo rubbing circles into the side of his helm while either Jetfire or Jetstorm fidgeted, playing with their silverware idly -he wasn't sure which hybrid was doing it, with his optics offlined, but he could hear the delicate clinking echoing loudly in lapse of conversation.

“I think....,” the red mech started shortly afterwards, onlining his optics to find both of the twins had straightened up in their seats the moment he had spoke, “Maybe it's time for a break. Please, stay here boys, and I'll go get us some lunch, alright? I'll be back shortly.”

“Brother Rodimus,” Jetfire piped up as Rodimus rose to his pedes. “We..... it alright be we use terminal?” The orange youngling pointed to a spare computer sitting at the back of the lounge, just behind the sitting area.

“For doing homework for Uncle Optimus!,” Jetstorm added quickly, as if he thought his caretaker might deny him the privilege. At this point, any way the hybrids could entertain themselves that didn't include them running off was fine by the golden retriever.

He just needed some time to think about his visit the other night with Blackout without any distractions.

“Go ahead boys,” Rodimus nodded, pushing in his chair, to the younglings' joy. “I'll be back shortly....”

Jetfire and Jetstorm barely waited until the autodog was out of the room before they were leaping from their seats and racing for the computer, dropping into chairs heavily as the blue youngling's fingers flashed across the keyboard, bringing the aging terminal out of stasis. “You find place of home certainly, brother?,” the other hybrid asked, pulling a folded magazine page out of his pocket.

He unfolded the paper, smoothing out the creases as he pressed the article to the table, Starscream's image starting back up at the twins.

Jetstorm nodded as he pulled up a search engine, sparing a torn look at the picture of his sire. “Finding quick home, then finish of plans to go,” he replied, his fingers clacking away wildly.

Jetfire's ears sank low on his helm, his fists clenching in his lap. “I...... I scared being is, brother. If what.... if what we doing right not? If what is mistake?,” he mused softly, gnawing at his fingertips anxiously. “Be of may we stay..... w-we....”

The other youngling quickly grabbed his brother's servo, giving it a comforting squeeze. “Fine being it,” Jetstorm assured, his visor locked with his twin's optics. “Do of this then.... then thing of every be okie for dokie....”

The orange hybrid hesitated, but after a moment he nodded, placing all of his faith in his twin's words. Unwinding their servos for the time being, Jetstorm turned back to the computer, his visor dimmed contently as he hurried to scour through the search engine. Jetfire sat beside him silently, picking at his fingers idly and casting nervous looks over his shoulder plating every few astroseconds; his spark puttering erratically with his growing anticipation.

xxXxXxx

Tracks wanted to leave the room the moment he entered. “Sit,” Flare-up growled, as the pomeranian took one step back.

Refraining the urge to rub at his aching helm, the escort stepped forwards, plopping down in the free seat as commanded. The femme folded her servos on top of her desk, leaning forwards testily. “You....,” she began, “Have been missing for the past few days. Where have you been?”

“On the contrary,” Tracks replied hoarsely, “I haven't been missing, I've just-”

“Silence!,” Flare-up snapped. “I've already talked to our security staff and your floor neighbour.... You've spent the last few days in and out of the condo, drunk out of your processor, and apparently your apartment reflects this new booze binge diet that you've adapted recently as well.”

The pomeranian tensed slightly at the spoken truth. That traitorous yorkie! Before he could voice any further protests though, the jack terrier was continuing.

“I think you seem to forget that this is place of business, Mr. Tracks,” the femme growled lowly, leaning forward in her seat; her optics narrowed and flashing in anger. “Your home, safety, food.... all of that is covered by the Agency, and as such you have a responsibility to the business and its clients. What you do on your own free time matters not to me, but your over-excessive drinking habits have made you absent for three of your appointments these past few days -appointments that I had to reschedule with other escorts at the last minute to appease your angry clients!”

Tracks did his best not to look either surprised or upset.

“Keep this behavior up and I will have you removed from this agency! I have no need or time to waste on selfish, spoiled mutts who won't work,” Flare-up threatened. “Do you understand?”

“I..... I completely understand,” Tracks answered, sitting up straight in his chair. “And I apologize for my indiscretion.... I have not been feeling well, I suppose. A few drinks made it easier to forget about this cold I seemed to have caught.”

The jack russell terrier shuttered her optics slowly at the excuse. “A cold, you say?,” she hummed in contemplation. Flare-up leaned back in her seat, silently studying the mech. Tracks endured it patiently for a klik, but his patience was thin this orn. It didn't take long for him to get annoyed with his employer's quiet, wishing that she'd hurry up and release him so the pomeranian could go back to his apartment and spend his hang-over buried under his comfortable sheets.

Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, the femme was turning her chair around, rising to her pedes and heading for the filing cabinet behind her desk. “Very well, Tracks. If you are feeling unwell, then you can go see the visiting vet tomorrow afternoon,” Flare-up said, opening a drawer and flipping through folders, “Miss this appointment though and you can forget about your future in this company.”

“Fine....,” he gritted, rubbing at his optics as a particularly painful throb started behind his forehead.

“Go sober up,” the smaller autodog dismissed, sitting back down at her desk, flipping open the thick folder she had withdrawn from the cabinet and opening a program on her computer. “And stay away from the alcohol for the next few days.”

Not even bothering to mention that such a suggestion was unnecessary at this point, the pomeranian rose to his pedes, gratefully sliding to the doorway; reminiscing on his soft, downy comforter and the blessed numbness a flute of champagne could give his aching processor.

xxXxXxx

The apartment was dead silent when he entered.

“Percy....,” Wheeljack called out softly, “I'm home.” He took off his jacket, hanging it in the closet, switching on the apartment lights as he headed down the hall. It was no surprise to the autodog that Perceptor still laid in berth, facing the wall, his optics online but unseeing.

The engineer had put him in here earlier in the orn, hoping that a change of scenery might help the border collie come out of his trance, but evidently such a hope had been foolish. His fist curling against the door frame, Wheeljack refrained from punching the wall, staring at the floor as coolant collected along the edges of his optics.

In his depression, he almost missed the clicking of the door as someone else entered the apartment.

“B-boys?,” the bulldog called hoarsely, “I-is.... is that you?”

“Being is,” came the little whimper in reply. Wheeljack lifted his helm a bit, seeing Jetfire and Jetstorm standing at the other end of the hall. They were holding servos and both looked distressed. “I-is..... being is m-mommy better?,” the orange youngling asked, his optics hopeful.

The engineer was silent, and the twins lowered their helms in response to the unspoken truth.

“L-listen, umm,” the autodog cleared his vocalizer roughly, stepping away from the berthroom door. “Why don't you two g-go in; see Perceptor. I'm sure h-he'd like your company. I-i'll get us something to eat i-in the meantime.”

Jetstorm nodded his helm quickly at the suggestion and tugged a hesitant Jetfire forwards. Wheeljack watched as the hybrids squeezed past him, wanting to pet their helms in reassurance, but unable to bring his servo up and even offer them that small comfort. His optics dimmed as he saw the two younglings approach their carrier's berth slowly, choking up at the sad display of the border collie lying there so lifelessly. It seemed like forever before either of the twins were able to take even a step forward again; when they did, they walked slowly and cautiously, as if they feared breaking Perceptor further in his already fragile state. Gently, Jetfire and Jetstorm crawled onto the berth, curling around the scientist, and cocooning him within the safety of their limbs.

Seeing this only furthered the bulldog's feelings of alienation.

Reaching forward, Wheeljack closed the door shut quietly, before heading back up the hall and to the kitchen. He stared up at the cupboards for a moment, then decided that he couldn't cook anyways nor did he have the energy for it. Grabbing his keys, and making sure he had his wallet on him, the engineer headed for the apartment door, figuring that greasy fast-food would have to suffice.

xxXxXxx

First Aid was surprised to see that Ratchet was still in his office when he came in to put away some documents. “Sir.....? I thought you were off shift at eight?,” the australian shepherd said, posing it as a question to note his confusion. After all, his superior was never one to linger after work unless something needed his immediate attention.

“Has.... has something happened with Perceptor, sir?”

Ratchet finally glanced up from his paper work at the inquiry, fixing a flat look on the smaller mech. “Have you been talking with the nurses again?,” the vet retorted.

First Aid was unable to quell the blush that rose, making him guilty as charged. Sighing, Ratchet waved dismissively at any forth-coming excuse, not interested one bit at the moment. He turned weary optics down to his paper work, reaching for the mug on the left side of his desk.

“In a way..... yes,” the older autodog answered, as his subordinate came closer, setting his load of folders onto the labrador's desk. “Things have... gotten worse, as I suspected that they might. Unfortunately, I would not have foreseen the conflict stemming from the supposed “return” of Perceptor's past demons. Fourteen...... how the slag does one cope with pregnancy at fourteen....?!”

Ratchet sighed again, tipping his helm back to chug his oil. He paused, looking back down, realizing just then that the cup was empty. With a low growl, he put the mug back in its resting spot; a servo rising to rub at tired optics instead.

As surprised as he was by this slip of confidential information, First Aid wisely decided not to press on the matter further, more concerned about his boss' well-being at this time. “Sir..... Sir, that is certainly spark-breaking to hear, even more so that Perceptor's condition seems to have worsened since,” the white mech said, his servos grasping at Ratchet's shoulder plating, “But, sir, you won't be able to do much good if you stay here, wearing yourself down to the wiring. Now, I've got a practitioner's license too, sir, and I'm saying you need to go home and rest. Save these troubles until morning, sir.”

The vet relented to his younger companion's pestering, rising from his seat, and, with First Aid's help, shuffling for the door. “I'm not sure if I will get much rest, kid,” the labrador vented heavily, as he allowed the smaller autodog to drape his coat on his shoulders and get his hat. “.....I can feel a storm brewing.....”

Smiling wryly at the statement, the australian shepherd opened the door and gently pushed Ratchet through. “Here, sir,” he replied. “There's always some sort of storm brewing. What matters most, is the rainbow that comes after, and the sunshine of a brand new day. And sir.... the storm eventually has to pass, remember that.”

Ratchet stared at the First Aid; optic ridge raised in subtle disbelief at the wise words his subordinate had just said. Making a non-committal sound in response, the older autodog nodded stiffly at the other mech, before turning and heading out of the office; wondering if there would be a happy ending at the end of this storm..... or merely ruins of shattered lives.

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